I'm feeling so bloated, I am even too lazy to figure out an appropriate title to this entry.
Taco Bell for lunch.
Cuban food for dinner...
No running today. Awesome.
Ran for about 30 mins yesterday.
Weight Watcher weigh in tomorrow is going to be a horror show but I'm ready, practically craving to get back into step with it.
I really wonder why we sabotage ourselves? Like I ordered two of the most fattening things at TB... I could've ordered from the al fresco menu, there were a million things I could've done better but I ate like I never saw food. I wasn't that hungry. I don't even like TB that much.
I was a little bit more of a victim of the Cuban food. A friend brought it over and he practically bought one of everything. Even so, when I'm on point, I'm happy to resist. I am capable of doing better.
Having a fat day is more than just my pants feeling a little tight (and they do - I'm still playing catch up from being away and the toe debacle) + the sodium from fast food lunch isn't helping... But I feel fat mentally. Like the fat is blocking me from thinking rationally and then it's just one blobby mess.
Ah well. This isn't my first, nor will it be my last "fat" day. Hopefully they will be fewer and fewer and further and further, apart.
XO
Jen
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Friday, June 11, 2010
Monday, April 5, 2010
Day 55 - 26 days to go... Words of wisdom?
Today was a rest day but I had some interesting things happen.
1. I was interviewed for a blogging position for a fairly big web-site. I feel pretty confident that it went well and hopefully they'll let me know soon. (WOW - people get paid for blogging!? And to think, I just do this for fun!)
2. I had an interview with our town newspaper The Nutley Sun Newspaper for my "Souper You" fame (lol) - I let them know when I received word on my finalist status, figuring maybe I could garner up some local votes. Megan called and we chatted for about 20 minutes. She was kind and asked me about running routes, why I liked running around our community and finally my words of wisdom for others. Words of wisdom? First of all, I didn't expect to be asked about running so much - like I was some kind of running expert or something. Soup. I was ready to talk about soup.
So, I kind of choked on this one. I never really considered having my own words of wisdom here. I've spent so much time begging you all for advice on sneakers, pre-post workout meals, stretching protocol, warm-up technique, song selection, gadgets to use - I download my training schedule and everything is pretty much on autopilot.
My weight loss has been slow and up to now I've always considered my battle with weight and exercise a pretty good failure - to have someone ask for my 'words of wisdom' in this arena was not something I was prepared for. I thought we were going to talk soup... And how you could vote for me here: souper Jennifer
So what did I tell Megan?
Something about no matter where you are at or how big your goal is - you can take one small step at a time to get there. How I started as a size 16 (on this journey but my highest size was a 20!) who could barely run for a minute and 55 days later can fairly comfortably run 4 miles on a normal day and will be pushing myself to go 8 miles this week, 9 next and eventually 13.
I guess, upon further thought, it's about perseverance. Knowing there'll be people who run faster and further, knowing that there'll be uphill climbs, forks in the roads and set backs but going balls to the wall and doing it anyway. Taking big dreams, making big goals and figuring it out as you go.
The day I signed up to run 13 miles back in February - I had no idea how i would go from no running to running 13 miles -- i just knew (and continue to know) that somehow, someway, I will cross that finish line.
XO
Jen
1. I was interviewed for a blogging position for a fairly big web-site. I feel pretty confident that it went well and hopefully they'll let me know soon. (WOW - people get paid for blogging!? And to think, I just do this for fun!)
2. I had an interview with our town newspaper The Nutley Sun Newspaper for my "Souper You" fame (lol) - I let them know when I received word on my finalist status, figuring maybe I could garner up some local votes. Megan called and we chatted for about 20 minutes. She was kind and asked me about running routes, why I liked running around our community and finally my words of wisdom for others. Words of wisdom? First of all, I didn't expect to be asked about running so much - like I was some kind of running expert or something. Soup. I was ready to talk about soup.
So, I kind of choked on this one. I never really considered having my own words of wisdom here. I've spent so much time begging you all for advice on sneakers, pre-post workout meals, stretching protocol, warm-up technique, song selection, gadgets to use - I download my training schedule and everything is pretty much on autopilot.
My weight loss has been slow and up to now I've always considered my battle with weight and exercise a pretty good failure - to have someone ask for my 'words of wisdom' in this arena was not something I was prepared for. I thought we were going to talk soup... And how you could vote for me here: souper Jennifer
So what did I tell Megan?
Something about no matter where you are at or how big your goal is - you can take one small step at a time to get there. How I started as a size 16 (on this journey but my highest size was a 20!) who could barely run for a minute and 55 days later can fairly comfortably run 4 miles on a normal day and will be pushing myself to go 8 miles this week, 9 next and eventually 13.
I guess, upon further thought, it's about perseverance. Knowing there'll be people who run faster and further, knowing that there'll be uphill climbs, forks in the roads and set backs but going balls to the wall and doing it anyway. Taking big dreams, making big goals and figuring it out as you go.
The day I signed up to run 13 miles back in February - I had no idea how i would go from no running to running 13 miles -- i just knew (and continue to know) that somehow, someway, I will cross that finish line.
XO
Jen
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